assalamualaikum , salam sejahtera dan salam 1malaysia ! ~ :D ~Hari nie dah 1 november :\ pejam celik , pejam celik ... dah november ... tunggu masa nk SPM T^T . SPM nnty pada 5november .... hurmm ... preparation ? ... ade lah sikit ... haha tapi itu nanti kita fokuskan okay :)
sebenarnya , aku ade bende nak cerita ni :)
a few month back . i was diagnosed with a heart desease . (did i spell it right ? ) hmm .... then the doc says i have 8month to live . haha ... how funny , my life was a mess and now i have 8month to live ? cheh ... by that time i have already given up with my life . i tried talk about it with some of my friends ... ended up they only my 'friends' when they needed me ... heh . they i call someone who i was least expected to actually care about me ... Her name ... is NurIzzati . (sorry x censored nama tuh) haha ... when i call he , i cried . WAHH !!! maluunyee !!! why i cry !! T^T huuuuu .... then i told her bout my desease . shes the only one .. THE ONLY ONE . who actually cared and give me advices (even tho sumtimes its kinda annoying :\) but of all my life . i never had anyone who cared about me so much . she really took good care of me ... untill that day ...
She confessed that she liked me . not that i dont like her . i always have been love her . even tho i always stalk her from afar ... sometimes i wish she was my love one ... i was extremely happy that time . hanya Allah sahaja tahu betapa bahagianya aku . in the midst of the chaos in my life . she was the ray of light that heal me and save me from the dark ...... ( ape punya ayat lah tu - -) well ... life wents on . now i have to take a surgery by 2nd December . the percentage of success is low ... i might as well spend every last minute i have with all i can offer . i propose toward her . i want to spend the last minutes of my life with her . but i would want to live every second of my life with her , i want to grow ld with her . i want to have grandchildern with her . i want us to be the gamer granparents .... i can only wish that my surgery went well so that i can achieve all that with her ... she kinda agreed with my proposal . but we have to wait till our school over . But , we did change our plan . we supposed to get engage by the time my SPM is over . but if i manage to survive the surgery . when i want to marry her , when i want her to be my lawfully bride .
I had to make preparation for our family . i eed to have a stable financial (hummmm ) i need to support my family . i was going to be the head of my family . i want us to live with joy . not with sorrow or pain . so we decided to make sure that when we really have ourselves ready . then i will go 'merisik' her . i promise , i will fight hard for the surgery ... because i want to spe more of my life with you ... just you ...
I TRULY LOVE YOU EJAT .... i will make sure i hold on ur key very tight that no one will een touch it ... just make sure ur heart is locked and make sure no one picklocks it .... i will make you mine ... just you wait ...
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